Back On Track AGAIN

Hello my fellow friends. I know I have been gone for quite some time. My life has been full of exciting moments. I recently got engaged so planning the wedding has taken a lot of my time. There is definitely never a dull moment when living as myself. As you may have noticed I gained back all the weight I managed to lose in the past couple of months. Every time I start to lose weight my body forgets its on a diet and starts to eat unhealthy. Well the good news is that I am back on track and have decided to start my very own Trader Joe's diet. Basically the diet consists on Joe's food only. I'll be on this diet until my family reunion in August. Well I have a lot of exciting new things coming up this year. Including a Dye Run.
                                                   

What Does It Mean To Be Sad?

Is sadness really the feeling of feeling sorrow and unhappy. Some people eat when they are sad and some starve. Do you get that feeling of nausea? Every time you think of what made you sad you feel this horrible sickness. Sadness can also be an uncontrollable inner pain. You feel as though your body's battery is slowly dying and your desperately trying to find a new life support. Does this pain ever go away or do we hide it so well that we forget it was even there. People get sad for all sorts of reasons. Not hitting a weight goal, getting in a fight or argument with a family member or friend, and losing someone you really love. Some people say distractions can divert your sadness and some just do it the old fashion way and drink until they drop. I know eventually our frown gets turned upside down. But for the time being you feel like time goes by so slowly and you wish you can push fast forward on that blue remote control. Pain is gain and time heals all wounds. We will always love you Willie.

The Ugly Side of Pretty

So I was reading this article on perezhilton and it was about a woman that got fired for being to hot. I guess her boss found her to attractive that he felt it was in his best interest to fire her. To top it off an Iowa judge agreed with the firing. The woman worked there for 10 years. What is this world coming to? I swear some people make me sick. She gets penalized for being attractive. Maybe this disgusting boss of hers needs to learn self control. The crazy part is that his wife suggested the firing. What she needed to do was kick her husband to the curb. I really hope that this woman finds some type of justice. To all the self conscious men and women out there. Do not treat good looking people like shit. It's not their fault that they were born good looking and you weren't. Stop the hate and join the love.

This Needs To Stop

I just heard about the elementary shooting. There is so much I want to say right now but am so upset that its blurring my train of thought. Ive said it before and I say it now that criminals need to be punished to the full extent of the law. If this country was more harsh on their criminals then perhaps these sick criminals would think twice before committing these awful crimes. Every time I say this someone says but who am I to judge and who I am I to say that someone should get the death penalty. Sometimes I wish we could live in a society where hanging someone was the conclusion to a harsh and heinous crime. People defend criminals because its not their children that died today. We need to stand strong as a nation and stop these criminals when we have a chance. I have to go because I am really upset right now.

Lost 8 Pounds

After almost two weeks of my vegan misery I managed to lose 8 pounds. I'm starting to feel better as the days go by. Its always hard to stick to a new way of eating when you first start. But as time goes by your body becomes accustomed to your new changes. Well I'm not gonna lie and say that I am 100% happy with the diet. I would say that I am at a 70%. I hope that by the time my diet is over I would have taught my mind how to eat healthy. I plan on continuing this healthier way of eating. I cant go back now, Ive invested to much time and money. Plus losing weight definitely did not hurt the cause. I posted a video I did three days ago. As you can tell my mood is starting to improve. I still miss those freaking Hot Cheetos. I'm not gonna lie to you guys, but that is the first thing I will eat when my diet is over.

Week Two

Wish I could sound more enthusiastic in my videos. I really try but I come out looking and sounding like a total downer. Well hopefully my mood and facial expressions improve because I'm looking like a total butt in my videos. Sorry for the music, I had Queen playing. Nothing but awesomeness. By the way if you know any veggie meals please let me know. I would greatly appreciate it.

Kinda Freaked Him Out

So I am just sitting in my room watching the LA CO game. The all of a sudden I start seeing meteor shower look alike lights all over my room. Each light was about an inch long. Of course I start freaking out and turning in circles. My boyfriend gets so scared that it makes him mad. Poor guy I freaked him out so bad. Man Ive never seen anything like it. I hope it ain't a sign of bad health. If anyone knows what it might be, please let me know. This definitely gave me the chills.