Kinda Freaked Him Out

So I am just sitting in my room watching the LA CO game. The all of a sudden I start seeing meteor shower look alike lights all over my room. Each light was about an inch long. Of course I start freaking out and turning in circles. My boyfriend gets so scared that it makes him mad. Poor guy I freaked him out so bad. Man Ive never seen anything like it. I hope it ain't a sign of bad health. If anyone knows what it might be, please let me know. This definitely gave me the chills.

Losing My Sanity

This suffering, this wanting to eat junk food just makes me think of how trained our society is into liking food that is no good for you. If I ever knew what an addicted person felt like when giving up an addiction, then I think this is how it feels. I think about unhealthy food every minute of the day.

Dont Mind Me

I just finished doing this video about 20 minutes ago. I was still in zombie mode. This journey has been really hard for me. I'm craving everything I am not allowed to have. I pray everyday to stay strong and to fight any greasy temptation.

A Day Late

Well I recorded this yesterday while having lunch with my annoying boyfriend and cool sister Angelica.

First Day

Yesterday was my first day of my all veggie and fruit diet. Its a 30 day challenge. Well I call it a challenge but its actually a way to cleanse my body from toxins it may have. Well I'm not gonna lie, I'm already suffering. Well my food selections suck and I'm so hungry for fatty foods. First day was horrible. To top it off I'm working out like a man person. Well I'm gonna try my best to stick to it, it could only get worse from here. By the way I smell like vegetables, its gross. I did a video yesterday, Ill try and upload it.

Writer's Block

I have so much to say but I cant find the right words to write down. Everything seems to make no sense. Its like I know what I want to say but when I read it out loud it sounds horrible. The only thing I can write right now is my book. But I cant write my entries here because I'm not done with the book. Hopefully this dry spell ends soon. If not I'm gonna have to stick to webcam videos and you know how that goes. The look and sound of the last one I made was horrible. Now that I am thinking about it, its obviously not that dry if I'm writing now. Did I make any sense? Who knows, well I made sense to myself. For my wonderful friends who follow me, thanks. You keep my craziness going. Love ya!

Hey My Cool Following Me Friends

Just here watching the San Francisco Detroit game. Thinking of all the things I have experienced in my 26 years of living. Ive been through some things that only seem to happen in movies. Ive probably lived more than an 80 year old person. Life has taught me some really good and bad lessons. For those who live an ordinary life, I don't envy you. I may not be satisfied with everything that I do, but I am happy that I am still living. By living, I mean I'm still exploring the world like a kid explores his sandbox. The point is that we all need to start living. Whether that be to try something new, do something you haven't done in a while, or do something that is out of your comfort zone. I understand that people have jobs, husbands, wives, kids, dogs, and so one. That doesn't mean that your life is over or that you'll never do something exciting or life fulfilling ever again. No matter what, as long as I am breathing I will continue to live each day like it were to be my last.

Some Of My Likes

Red Cabbage

So I keep failing all my diets and exercises. I seem to be stuck in the same greasy spot. Its like I'm surrounded by huge brick walls that don't allow me to escape this greasy fat tasteful food. Well I'm trying my best to cook healthy food. I decided to cook broccoli, red cabbage, and soyrizo. It was actually good. But I couldn't eat it all. Its like my stomach doesn't have enough room for healthy food. By the way why is it called red cabbage, when its clearly purple.

Over Medium

I like FOOD, I like Denny's. Me and my man decided to take a before and after of the food we ate, we didn't include the cheese sticks we ate. All I have to say is that it was bomb. We enjoyed every bite. To top it off the service was great. Nothing better than a good meal and great service. By the way everything was pescatarian friendly.

Try Hulu, Well I like it

So I'm just gonna get to the point, when I was younger my mom would take me and my sister to Mexicali every summer. We would stay at my aunt's house. I would always watch Dragon Ball Z. The weird part was that is was always in Japanese. The funny part was that I actually understood the language. Well as the years past by I totally grew out of it. I no longer watched Dragon Ball Z and I no longer understood Japanese. Well the coolest thing happened to me a while back; a church member told me about Hulu. Well it turns out that it shows manga series for free. I have no idea why I didn't know about this sooner. Well I decided to go on it yesterday and well let me tell you, I couldn't stop watching. It totally brought back all those cool childhood memories. Well if you have time and you are into it then check it out.

Making the Rookie Mistake

I decided to play fantasy football this year. Its my first year. I managed to draft great players. The mistake I did was that I doubted all my good players and started the wrong people. My bench almost doubled the points that my starters got. First week was a total bust. From now on I start everyone that played bench this week and only play my first week starters on bye weeks. Anyways I'm new and I wasn't expecting any beginners luck. Plus its a learning experience for me, its not like I'm playing for money. I am gonna admit I'm pretty competitive, so losing always takes a blow to my ego. I guess you can call me a sore loser. Next week can only get better. On the bright side, the 49ers spanked some ass, so I'm happy!!!!

Gosh I Love It

What gives you peace? What gives you beauty with no mistakes? What takes your breath away? Many would say my child or significant other. Well you want to know what takes my breath away? Nature. By nature I mean trees, grass, plants, rocks, water and dirt. I LOVE everything about it. The sound that the trees make when they move, the way some rocks shine more than others, the different types of plants and trees, and how blue the water looks when the sun shines its light on it. Everything about it is beautiful. I get so much from every hike I take. My connection with nature is indescribable. Its out of this world. LOVE IT!!

Try It!

Hey guys, haven't wrote in a bit because I had no Internet, but its back, don't know for how long. But anyways, thought I share this wonderful recipe I tried about a month ago. If your into trying new things and want to expand your palate, then try this. Don't want to put the recipe up because it would be a rip off from my part, but I can tell you what ingredients it has. Fresh mango, purple onion, red and green bell pepper, virgin olive oil, salt and pepper, cilantro, and lime.